He's in Florida now, for I don't know how long. I feel pitiful writing about here, but I guess this is what this journal community is for. I try to do things that'll take my mind off of missing him, like reading High Fidelity or practicing my yo yoing (yes, dorky I know), but it just doesn't seem to work. He has yet to call or return my emails. I miss him terribly, and want to get in contact with him. He'll be going to college soon, while I finish my last year of high school, and who knows how often we'll be able to talk then. I'm scared of losing him, because he's such a large part of my life.
Thanks for listening to my little emo rant.